Good evening world. I'm not very consistent at this whole blogging thing am I? *sigh*
Guess I'll add that to the long list of things I can't keep up on these days. Seems like life is flying by so fast that I can't quite catch it all. On one hand the days drag by, every minute feeling like at least an hour, until I can return home and be with that guy that I love so much. (By the way, I have no idea what this blog shall be about, it's just random thought bubbles typed on this page.) But at the same time, when we finally reach that beloved weekend, it goes by faster than I can say boo. There is so much to do, but I put it all to the side because I know my husband needs me to sit with him, to hold his hand and listen to him tell me some random details about metal and power tools and whatever else he has encountered in his day. And I know at that moment, this is part of my purpose! Those dishes can wait! Time with him is FAR more important than the mundane details of life! I love that guy so much, more every day.
I'm sitting here listening to christian screamo music (I know right?) enjoying the breeze and the peacefulness outside. The hubby was so exhausted that he fell asleep mid sentence, so I knew I'd be flying solo tonight. Oh well, he deserves a rest I suppose.
Trying to think of what to write about and realize I don't have much going on right now. Life is good. Yeah not everything is going the way I'd prefer, but I can feel my Papa teaching me to be grateful and joyful in the middle of hectic schedules and jobs that drain me. I love my Papa. I've gone all week with barely a glance in His direction but still He takes time to show me how much He loves me and protects me each and every day. He loves me enough to point out areas I need to work on and then gently takes my hand and says 'let me help you with that' Where would I be without Him, if you only knew......another blog for another time!
Today I was just so reminded how far God has brought me. And how far I still have to go. I never want to 'arrive' at the place where I think I've got it all together. That's just insanity! I look around this world and I just don't know how people live without hope, true hope.
Anyway, I clearly am tired and am typing in circles. I could just delete this all but there is something comforting about having the little thoughts in my head on paper so I think I'll leave it. Good night blog world.
