So you think to yourself, oh yes, I trust God. I know He has a plan for me and is taking care of me etc etc right? Ya me too. Really thought I was getting a good grasp on it lately, given that we've made the decision to move to another state because we feel that God is leading us there for something. That's a scary decision for me! Anyway, about that later.
So today, trying to make arrangements and everything that must be done for this move and it just fell apart. Things we're going right, I got some info that I had to deal with and I'm just so stressed that I got overwhelmed and started getting mad at God. How silly is that?! I mean, it wasn't THAT big of a deal. So we don't get the exact apartment we wanted, big whoop. But no, I get mad. I cry. I yell. And then it dawns on me, where is the TRUST I've been thinking about. One little hiccup and all of a sudden God's not taking care of me? He's not helping me?! I mean, seriously Kristen, you know better than this! *sigh* Guess I haven't learned my lesson quite yet eh? So I calmed down, apologized to God, and started working again and quickly found resolutions to my problem. Everything should be fine and the lesson I've once again is how faithful is my God. Even the littlest of problems are so important to Him and all He wants is for me to include Him in everything. Now I know He doesn't mind a little yelling and whining occasionally, but I just picture Him shaking His head and going 'Oh Kristen, I thought we'd figured this out by now'
*sigh*
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